
Well its come and gone; as one of my classmates said, possibly the highlight of Gothenburg’s yearly festivities, at least for film lovers. Overall I would say I am completely satisfied with almost every film I screened, and glad that I chose to invest the time and money into seeing a vast sum of films, 16, as opposed to last year’s paltry 3. Taking the opportunity to see films that potentially wouldn’t cross my radar again has been simply fantastic, not to mention the companionship and discussions provided by Emma during the festival has been, as they normally are, illuminating.
I discovered a great many things about myself during the festival, as I think any open eyed, inquisitive and analytical individual tends to do whilst biting off tremendous chunks of culture hailing from distant and far off places. The most important discovery rests perhaps on the fact I was able to keep up not only with the screening of nearly two films a day for almost a week and a half but also writing about and reviewing said films. This fact shows me that I probably have chosen correctly to study and pursue an academic interest in something I enjoy immensely, something I have stamina and love for; if I didn’t burn out from this I probably never will.
I have often tended to be a very non-critical person when it comes to critiquing other human beings artistic pursuits (music excluded – I won’t hesitate to “throw down” on shitty tunes), in this case films, something I felt changed during the festival. When one begins to feel ones time consumed by these works it becomes nearly impossible to always find positives in everything. When a bad film occupies a limited amount of spots or resources it is only natural to “slag it off”. In the end I have perhaps finally learned the value and existence of a negative review. It’s time for the entire Porkys series to receive additional company in my “dog house” of shit films. This however does not admonish a negative review by some 40 something middle-aged women on Zack and Miri Make a Porno (2008), or a teenager trying to explain to me why Benjamin Button (2008) sucks because they didn’t come to grips with its positivity concerning the aging process. These examples are just bad assignments doled out by clueless newspaper and magazine executives that in turn make these reviewers resemble “human dildos“.
It had been my intent to use this “free time” in my life, in between “gigs”, to see how I would manage with a film blog or self appointed assignments of sorts. If academics would translate into more colorful everyday human commentary. To this extent the intensity of Gothenburg’s Film Festival has provided me with a training ground that subsequently has been followed by a positive result upon my potential to succeed in similar endeavors in the not to distance future. The plan now is to attend the 51st annual San Francisco film festival in late April through May and repeat a similar procedure there. A new goal runs rampant through my head now to, perhaps by the time next fall rolls around, September to be exact, dupe someone into paying for a trip to Toronto along with a few free films that I just have to muse over. This is and hopefully becomes a full time job! If not there is always a musty office in an “ivory tower” somewhere to be had once that PhD title has been obtained, Doctor Higgins I presume, anyone?













